beetle's story

wat color am i?

2009-01-29T09:18:00.000-08:00

yet another sms send by my friend to me~
the question goes like this: what color am i, in your eye?
1) white-someone who meant alot to you
2) blue- someone who is very practical
3)green- someone you think of occasionally
4) yellow-someone you won't forget
5) red- the person u hate
6) orange- some who can be trust as a friend
7)pink - sex partner
8) purple - your love one

got this sms this morning from a green friend of mine! thought it might mean nothing but after u send the reply it mean something to someone!

recently, ern... how should i phrase it?
Do i still love
Yes, but i'm getting weaker. the more i ask the more answers i got the more disappointing i'm getting in the relationship. i'm simply too jealous! i hope i wasn't like this all the time but things just keep getting back to me.
Do i still care
yes, but how much am i allow to care? where is my limit? i don't want to find out yet i don't wan to know so soon.
Are you thinking of ending it now.
yes, occasionally. whenever, i lost confidence in myself!
Are you happy to be together
extremely
Do you think he love you as much as you love him
i don't have a certain answer. even thought he said he do but is that because of some other factors that make him love me now and not forever.
Are you ready for the change
NO. i don't wan to change... to the worst!
Do you want to know the truth
Maybe.... Yes i want to know. but i scare i'll tie more end knots that will present in me and in this relationship...
Will you accept the truth
i won't know what is the truth! can i choose to believe what i was told is real?
Do you think u are Noob/newbiez
yes, i'm in a mature relationship like this. i couldn't differentiate at all!
Do you still wan to be his side?
maybe. i'm not sure! i don't know when is the right time to leave? or should i ever think about it at all? Yes yes yes i wan to be with him only if he don't have the past!

i'm so sorry to us!

sms of the month

2008-10-13T04:26:00.000-07:00

老师问学生: 人生自古谁无死...死你接下一句!
学生答: 人生自古谁无屎, 有谁大便不用纸!
老师很生气, 叫学生罚站.

隔年, 老师又问回同样的问题...
这时学生聪明了!
他答: 人生自古谁无屎, 有谁大便不用纸. 若君不用卫生纸, 除非你是用手指.
老师很火大又叫学生罚站.
这时老师看见窗外下着下着雪,就遗憾地说: 上天下雪不下雨,雪到底上变成雨. 变成雨时多麻烦, 为何当初不下雨...
学生又回复老师: 老师食饭不食屎, 饭到肚子变成屎. 变成屎时多麻烦, 为何当初不屎...

就这样, 老师当场晕倒.
hahaha~~~

recalling + NS

2008-10-09T02:43:00.000-07:00

gathering, meet-up and hanging out with friends has become what i do for my free time! guys are enrolling into NS due to great policy of s'pore gov. i'll miss all of them cos they are so special to me in my life! we really shared alot of joys and sadness together! too many that we don't even bother! life are so rountine sian arh! everyday wake up then wait for the day to end then sleep then everything repeat itself again! i think tt's the life w/o friends. this year too many important friends had left me. luckily the friendship never die! :)

MH last long hair before he enlist to NS on 9 oct 8 together with KL girl girl !
the shit Leon who failed his NAFA end up in NS 1 month earlier than KL + MH! lousy!! hahaha still go ugly lor! only the green cap looks good! monkey + "snake"

he story goes like this! one fine afternoon on my 1st recess week in Uni these 2/3 friend drive to campus to visit me! really got touched lor!

the "girl" who you see vending the tissue paper from the machine was so amazed by the existence of it. according to him he only use it in primary sch days and can't believe ppl still using it nowadays. so he told out x cents and don the tissue (excitment builds up)

finally, he got the tissue! so happy!

the left, Before and After! KL so ella (SHE) la! sorry to ella fans but this pic really give me a ella feel. i know that ella is much much more pretty than her in anyway! happily faking as uni student hahaha~~

my memories of lower sec! i really love this class! all my fun time in sec sch eduation was spend with them! all of them. of cos some didn't come la! thanks MJ for organising and sms every1. may our friendship last and always have gathering! so many lame jokes were recalled!

love

2008-10-04T11:34:00.000-07:00

after so many years of being single. i think i found someone who i willing to settle down with! thought he might not fit into all the requirements i want in a boyfriend but at least for now i like him.
i want to learn how to love somebody and i believe he is the best person who i can learn from!
the relationship starts too fast i guess! only knew him a few weeks and met him a few times yet he cause me to lost my sleep almost every night! WHY? perviously! sleeping is regard as the easiest task in my life!
maybe that's the power of love! i think i'm really blind now! i can't see his faluts at all! not every a sign of it! i know i'll get to see soon but how soon? i'm not sure! though i don't look forward to that day but life is life. chemistry will be gone eventually! i just hope i can learn to accept and love him more!
he always said he how fortunate he is to have me, but does he know that i'm fortunate to have him too!
be frank! i still can't accept his saying of "not dare to woo me!" yet still accepted me into his life! i doubt doubt doubt! i always wanna to ask him and clearify this but i always give up half way thru! why am i ham? i guess so ba!
how long will i be in love this time?

s

where am i now~~

2008-09-13T09:56:00.000-07:00

when was the last post i made? i guess that must be quite sometimes ago! Uni life generally not too bad! i met alot of new faces and saw alot old friends too~ now living in hall11, happy to be so busy with hall events cos at least i don't have to think about the school work! just like last time in poly!

Here goes the new things when OLD one are gone!

2008-07-20T07:04:00.000-07:00

last neoprint taken with her before her return after 2 and a half years! nv before cry so much after my grandmother had left me :(
sad arh~~~ signed why she got to leave?

MY DEAREST friend lin yun are gone to!!! Aus and my 1 of my best fren in sec also went to the same country leaving ppl like me in singapore missing them all the time :(

lost track of who to see

2008-06-22T05:29:00.001-07:00

too many yandao in the show!
my advise for you to see yandao
要看帅哥就要看“天堂口”

so early

2008-05-29T16:08:00.000-07:00

BoooooOOOOmmmm~~~ wahhahahaaaa

it's only 0712hour in the early morning of Friday~ why am i up so early?

last night i slept too early maybe! super energetic now!

this is the earlier post i had ever wrote i guess!
just wanna to mark this day that's all...
going to Expo area for training and will have Final theory evaluation in the afternoon! let's hope i pass this one :) i want to end my driving life asap~ Don't wan to go BBDC anymore, dont' wan to drive anymore.
maybe just like hanbin said i wan to be drive around instead of drive others. (taitai's style u know)

interview + amulet from him

2008-05-28T08:54:00.000-07:00

i got all these Japenese amulet from my beloved 陈琳波 as gift!

i had been waiting for these amulet to arrive since last weekend but unfortunately i miss the postman on friday so i got them re-delivered only on today

can't stop looking and admiring at them!

can't really describe the enjoyment i felt at the moment of receiving the parcel! it just felt like getting a gift from santa on X'mas! impossible become reality!

today's is the forth interview i went in the pass 2 weeks!

i must be crazy going for so many interviews and so desperate in finding a job yet i already got good pretty good part-time job at dental! i got pay raise yo! from 7/hr to 8/hr! this day had finally come after 1 1/2 years of hard work :) you must be thinking then my pay for this month could have been increase quite alot but the truth is i only work less than 10 hours in this month so as u can see the total is less than 80!! hahaha

today's interview was held at airport terminal 2's burger king ( 1 round ) it's pretty okay but the second round it's quite uncertain! as we have to introduce ourselves to airport xxx managers! the most scary part is: people who went for this interview are mostly from the varies university in s'pore! wow!!! stunt! shrug!!! why are they here? their flunt english in presenting themselves really are shocking! i think a poly student like me will have a hard time catching up with them! beauty and smart bunch of youth! i felt so inferior to them! thought of runnig away but.......

肉在砧板上不能跑啦! so got to face it! i think i'm very nervious + in the rush of time = i can't remember what i said! ( totally different from what i had planned in mind )

i really like the job. good pay and good environment! don't u think so! airport leh! 60++ for 8 hrs leh!

where is my parcel??

2008-05-25T00:51:00.000-07:00

I want my parcel! it must be sitting in a concer of don't know what storeroom of a certain post office in singapore!
i miss the chance to received what is contain inside! i hope it won't just be amulet but also some special feeling that only we can share.
next week it will be re-deliver hope by then i'm not too late to get it!

Haken

2008-05-22T07:25:00.000-07:00

currently I'm watching a Japanese show ( Haken no Hinkaku) talking about this quite special group of manpower in their working industry! they are commonly known to the Japanese as HAKEN which is the temp staff who work base on contract system.

i really admire they working style! they don't have to be loyal to their empolyer or their company. they are paid totally based on their skills! that's so cool! they take pride in the work they did but not the contribution they did to the company!

i think it's a great show to catch that's all haha~

seeking jobs! got interviews for 2 jobs. hope to get it~ wish could have gotten the JL sales job too cos it fit into my June schedule perfectly!

i'll get my japan amulet very soon! all thanks to Mr. 陈琳波!
Lin yun will be leaving me in July i'll miss her dearly!
by the way i gained 10kg from my 2 months plus china trip! unbelievable to many but please trust me i really did! fats are hidden but doesn't mean that it does exist! so i went gym after my simulation lesson at BBDC ( i was late for 15 minute and the lesson also ends 10 minutes early)! in total i guess i had lost 200kcal!

if anyone of u asking me out again please be more understanding. don't eat those oily and fattening meal infront of me as if i don't sense the taste! the best time to ask me out will be in between meals so that i don't have to spend those hours sitting and starring at your meal! thanks alot for your cooperation :)

oh almost forget to jot this important info down. i got my graudation certificate! feels nothing at all! the only excitment that the ceremony gave me was the moment i wore the gown and taking photos with many of my classmates. this might really be the last time to see some of them even though i don't wish so! may all the CPT05 graudates have a wonderful path ahead of them.

opportunity won't come to you, if u don't seek

so does every other things in life

take care my dear friends

back Again

2008-05-18T19:20:00.000-07:00

Left the place that i was make for 1 day plus a few minutes

Don't really know how i felt about this land that i'm stepping on right now! hot! stuffy! lonely! & friendly! a mixed feeling of good and bad!

if someone give me an air-ticket back to china now! i won't take it! not because of the earthquake or disasters just because i had stay long enough to feel my family's love! the unconditional love from relatives that i always long for when i'm in s'pore!

the extremely hot weather makes me open the window widely. letting in strings of weak air to cool my study-room! to my surprise the top floor of the multi-storeys carpark changed into a garden !!! >0<

everything was like a dream in china! i do nothing just lay back and relax! shower with love 24-7! i met someone ( not for the 1st time) but this person will always have a special place in my heart! :)

the catastrophic earthquake take million or maybe billion of my people's life in this special olympic year! let's wish all chinese will come together hand in hand and overcome this battle between mother nature and us!

dont' know what to write liao la~~~ so many things

is it OVER?

2008-01-31T05:23:00.000-08:00

things had happened. i can't undo it. i try to do something after i clear my thoughts. i try to reach out to you but you step backwards. 1 minute of cold shoulder i can bare but 30 minutes of such thing. i deicde to stop moving.

today we saw each other, there is no linkage between us. No common language. i don't find what u say as interesting as before. maybe i got enough of those.

you once wrote i'm the one who start to drift away but i bare a different view. i think you drift away without realising it at all. i did metion to you but u said it's becos no one can entertain her other than you. then what else can i said. you said & wrote someone replaced you in the friendship that we both once treasure so much. before today i really don't think so and i don't even want to think so. Cos i refuse to replace you.

sadly Now i really think i should face this and start thinking do you really worth the place in my life. you are too persistent in the thoughts/ things u want and blaming other people from your own view.

you use to told me i don't care about friends around me. i'm not the one who keep friends but make friends. i'm not the one who will treasure friednship. haha maybe you are right. in that case i really don't understand why i have very close friends who stand beside me all this years and are still supporting and loving me unconditionally.

i think you can repalce me with her who u always said she knows you better and can understand and care for u more than i do. since someone can do so much better than me. i'm willingly to give up this term "Best" in the relationship that we shared for years. maybe this should end when poly ends too as like u always said i don't look at the people besides me. i'm self-centre. i was never the best and always the worst so dump this "Best" friend of yours.

Let us just be Friend. maybe Hi. Bye friend will be enough :) with you capability i believe you can always find friends of your liking. anyway thanks for the time we shared.

to "once" a dearest friend of mine

words in bewteen " " is pending for now on my side

welcome to the new year

2008-01-08T04:08:00.000-08:00

let's see wat i did on the last day of 2007.
didn't go home
stayover at jos place with , weix, zr,feng, eileen and boyfriend
played some really fun game and make a fool of myself
drink "voka" with orange juice ( surprisingly i wasn't drank just kinda of high)
played mahjong
countdown

*did i get the voka spelling rite?

my wish for 2008

WISH ALL MY WISHES COME TRUE

December 2007

2007-12-28T08:50:00.000-08:00

got a x'mas party -steamboat section at my place on 24 /12 but onli 3 three up~~~ sian arh~~ where are all my frenz. by the way have great (quailty) time with them
thai mun turn up on 25/12 with her usually smile ( love )

just now went Eve bar as usual lor once every two weeks~ cfc broke the glass again~~ Mr. xxx joined us. saw Mr Ken at admiralty MRT~~ shocking leh~ he changed so much! from the "charming" man to a fat fat uncle style~~~ ppl change fast ya~~

tonight i drink vaccini - samvoka leh~~ it's so sweet i like the taste and most importantly i'm not drank. i don't feel the alcohol kick at all~~ i think it's the onli drink i can take. actually i'm quite familiar with this 38% alcohol contain drink la~~ as i knew it this year around much when i went cambodia with my frenz~~( i really miss them terribly leh~~ but no time to organise outing leh). jef. ernie, CW, ah black actually drink this-samvoka before and it's damn cheap there la~~ they drink it when the alcohol is on fire. but here-singapore tonight with, CFC,MH& KL we actually blew out the fire before drinking. it taste so sweet. i don't feel like i'm drink liquor at all. but the smell of it give it's liquor contain out~~~ dots..
attachment as usual. eye candy can't be see that often that's all~~

i think i'm very selfish person. building once happiness on us pain

oh so wonderful

2007-12-22T08:53:00.000-08:00

orh my god !!! oH my god~~~ i got my idol fish leong's new CD and got her concert ( jin tian qin ren jie )'s concert ticket!!! ( $140) my mom gave it to me as x'mas gift! i'm so surprise to have this! i think she finally realise she needs to buy me something before i leave s'pore for a few years ba~~~ MOM I SO LOVE you ( by the way so love means love to infinity)

class outing on 19 dec. actually i won't turn up for this gathering ya~~ cos i been "force" to cancel the original plane due to time constrain!! so sad! now here i'm with my classmate ( frenz )

my "doggy" son hungry and me!! hee~~ the san zan ba look so real~~ but i'm not so fortunate to have it as my x'mas gift. MH got it from my son~~~

i got the gift from the chio bu of the class- bixia haha~~ lucky me wowowowow

jessie look so angry with my son. dont' know wat my son did to provoke apple ~:) oops i accidentally type her nick name sorry la!

from the left. Siok, Me & LN. i'm holding a egg which i totally forget about the presense of it during the steamboat-ing while i keep pestering ppl to get egg for me~~~ in the end i did even eat it haha so here i'm take a pic with it la~ dont' know why siok cover up her place and holding a ang kong hahaha~~~ i think she trys to bless us with that~~ *O*

the steam from the boat covered up our face.. but i believe u can still see/feel our presence haha..

my new cut hair~~~ :) i somehow hate it at first ( lin yun sees the process of tranformation ) but now i think it's okay~ cos hair will grow the change is not permanent. taken while i went offsite on the cab ( i don't have to pay for the cab fee i just got to SIGN) so siok~~~

MJ's cute/ loud/ pi pi daughter :) she's very shy at first but after a warm up section we really got some good time together. but i think i still not so good at handling baby/ kid

if wan to see MJ family pic pls go girlie here belongs to me onli hahaha!!

crstal jade with Siok look wat wat we have order. we enchanted after that. i really got touch by the movie. i wan to be a princess man~ who can be my prince! don't wan white horse one~~ i wan car de hahahah~~ ( materialistic ) great time spend that night hope to have more chance like this~~ eating and hang out

Chocolate Chip Coffee Cookies

2007-12-20T07:05:00.000-08:00

today i went baking at ZR house. we backed cookies.
this is the first time i bake after my Home e-com's lesson in lower sec which is like years and years and years ago.( when i'm still a girl)
overall rating for the cookies i think is a great success.
onli the lucky few will get this cookies from me :) good luck la~~
love selamat hari raya haji

prawning at night

2007-12-15T18:24:00.000-08:00

oh my god! they complaint i'm fat again :( i can't deny that i have been eating uncontrollably after i start attachment. hahaha~~ cos all my poly fren are not there to "remind" me i'm flabby and fat anymore~ initially i feel really great. you know~ for a Big Stomach like me it's a relief where u don't have to care about how much u eat at all and no one will comment about the quantity u take every meal. that's fantastic sia~~~ but after sometime when we meet up again! i really feel that i have put on weight la~~~ ( if ignore this paragraph cos it's nonsense)

last night we went late night erm... i dont' know how to say it leh~~ if you got catch fish with pole you call it fishing ( rite?!) but if u went catch prawning with a pole you should name it prawning hor~~ but the board at bottle tree park said: ( prawning fishing ) so it's call wat~~~ confuse hahah

Question:
1)guess who drive me there???
2) with whose car???
3) passengers on board are??
answer:
1) CFC ( he took his licence less than a week and it's the first car he drive after passing his test )
comment for his skill:
so so lor~~ plus miuns KL onli haha~~ but got room for improvement la
2) my dad's van
3) cfc ( driver seat) MH ( front sit cos he claim that he dont' have a chance to took the front seat so the very sweet me gave my throne to him for awhile) as for me i'm tuck at the back with my dad's tool boxes)

after prawning we drive to Bukit Gombak to have our supper not too bad la~ i'm so proud of it leh~ cos i'm the one who seat at the back and give direction hahaha~~~ pro or not~ from yishun to Bukit Gombak leh
later we decide to tok cok abit so drive back to yishun park.just outsidethe parkwe saw police car and local SCI dont' and pool of blood at the kerb near the traffic light. arh~~~ so eeeeerrrreee it's nearly 3 when we reach there! initially we plan to go into the park and cfc want to borrow the toilet. but we give up the thought. it's kind of freaking ...

our trip cancelled and we send mh back then cfc drive my dad car back to my house then he took a cab back..

the end of our night

message to my girls: meet up for x'mas

Lost

2007-12-08T20:03:00.000-08:00

life? i am confused! am i?

why i didn't do my best for poly! (regret) am i? i just not very satisfy with my GPA that's all but 3.48 is still consider a good one ba!!! if not slightly above avergae! however, this grade can never bring me to my dream course in local university( chem eng.) why must local Uni set such a high standard? i'm lost! i can't take the course i'm interested in then why bother to study further? don't know why the educational system is in this way? i understand that the better grade = more chooses but what about interests? i don't understand, if a adult is not doing wat they want when they graduate and joined the the work force how can the individual do the best in their working environment? ( BIG QUESTION) -.- isn't it just like forcing yourselves to love someone u dont'?? ah la mah

Overseas? or local?
local i think i can get into some course i'm not interested in but just to take that piece of degree cert. la~~~ but is it meaningful. will it help me in the future?
Overseas? will i earn as much as those local graduate?? ( NO NO NO never as least for the starting pay) i need to take a loan!! so expensive. a foreign earth i never set foot onto before. so many uncertainty.

Life
friends around me are always great i really love everyone of them. as the only child in the family. got too many things i got to do myself. i love my family too not doubts. i wish all of them good. MJ's 2nd baby girl is cute and quiet. marriage and having my own child seems to be a very very very... far from the present me. too far to think too far to dream. maybe single will be the best for me and my parents. there is so many paths for me to chose all leading to a destination where i dont' know how it's like!!! LOST La!!

Secretly happy to see him

2007-11-17T19:55:00.000-08:00

my cousin had flew back from aus le~~~ he stay here with me for a few days and now he is back to china to have his summer vacation!!! so good leh~~ ENVY! i'm here in s'pore doing my 18 weeks of attachment. how i wish i can go back too! to ENjoy.

sweet sweet siblings

new identity

2007-11-10T20:05:00.000-08:00

now i'm commonly known as IA student for the ppl around me.
what does IA stand for. industrial attachment la~~ haha

the company i'm in is a medical device compan y located at Tuas. got free shuttle bus from my house here to the plant so good leh~~ can save alot $$$ on transport. " that's what i thought initially" as i'm the only student from my course attach to the company. i felt lonely super super easily. then i tend to meet up with my classmate more often than other times.

so now i have to top-up my ez-link card regularly to meet the high demand of traveling hahaha.

tml my cousin is flying back from aus orh~~~ (extremely looking forward to see him)

yesterday i join the company DnD. didn't expect adult to be so on! ( eye-opening )
but the songs they play after the dinner for dance is really abit out-dated haha~~

attachment is fun but tiring luckily i got eye candy in that company so it won't be that bore after all. somehow it's one of the reason which keeping me goin to the company everyday :) wee...

i miss CPT 0505.. meet up more okay~~ play mahjong more too hee~~

Beelte-Sept-Oct Life

2007-10-06T07:10:00.001-07:00

take my quiz http://www03.quizyourfriends.com/quizpage.php?quizname=071006100151-540380

posting with "ppl" after having a new hair cut~~~ i think my hair style is better than the others besides me hahahah~~

sunny day vs rainy day of Jurong Island~ i saw a lot of garbage bag behind the track suddenly they start to move~~~~ wow~~~ it's actually human hidding inside leh~~~ amazed!!! :O

don't know why jessie have to to look at me like this during the lecture break~~~ p.s: what 's on your mind jessie!!! don't seduce me!!! arh~~~

pasta war goint to begin with all these ingredients haha~~~ they love my pasta thanks ppl for the support this r the things i add yo

happy birthday to wei X~~~ 19 finally! he is serving NS now~ at police leh~~~ i feel so safe when i know he is out there 24/7 to protect singapore and me hahaha~~~ muack muack to him

saw 2 Gestbe look alike jap guys doing don't kow what at orchard road~~~ so many weirdo on the street!!!

dear dear sihan mei mei is putting on fire man's suit~ and beauty Betty is helping her~~ but why she never raise her hand to help leh~~~ ??????

NYP group 1 waiting for mr suresh to come~~~ he finally show up at the end of the corridor say hi~~ he is simply he best we can have

the owner of the finger is ah Black w/o his dirty finger everyone looks/ feels better!! eeee dirty adrain=ah black ( we are in our PPE and in the lecture room )

birthday girl's donut and cake hahaha~~ so sweet! she bought the donut herself! Ooops we didn't pay:P

my dinner, it's simple expensive and too small for me pls compare the size of the bowl to that chopstick

super finger licking good ice-cream i wan to have it again

after spending the whole day( lunch buffet at excelsior hotel, afternoon at mind cafe, evening walking to city hall, night at espande to sit sit) out with my wild poly friends celebrating eve b-day we are now at city hall MRT station waiting for MRT to go home form the right - me, CFC, EVE, MH,JK

after my night-shift at CPTC - i look like this arh~~~ thick lips and thick eye bags wu~~~

eating out with Wei X at Ben & jerry (06/10) we went for a movie " the nannie diary" nice movei 3.5/5

CPTC

2007-10-04T02:29:00.001-07:00

tonight i'm on shift work~~~ wondering how it is going to be~~ i don't know wat to eat now~~ sian~ arh~~~ 1 1/2 week more till the end of CPTC hurray~~~

i finally saw him

2007-09-04T06:13:00.000-07:00

second day at CPTC-Safety Orientation Course ( SOC )

yesterday when the instructor told us about SOC i'm super blur about it. kind of nervous too.. as after the SOC we will have to site for a exam immediately!! WTH!! at that time i was still thinking SECOND day only leh~ it's going to drive me crzay man!

gals in PPE!!! ugly yet manly ( i think )

basically the SOC is like IS revision lor~~ everything i kown everything was taught~ aiy SUPER utlra SIAN~~~

the lesson before the lunch is still okay! i manage to stay awake and following the SOC but after my stomach is fill which dry fired noodle, fried kwa tiao and coke. all the sugar rush to the stomach to digest the foods. leaving my tiny brain w/o any energy. my brain start to shut-down and eventually turn into hibernating mood - zzzZZZZ... i know i shouldn't sleep but i can't see the lecturer so i hack care la~~~

by the time i wake-up it's 5 minutes away from the exam time... i don't really catch wat the lectuer is saying the only i remember before the exam is~~ make sure u write your group and correct set of paper code on the answer sheet...................... over! simply test!

becos of the exam the day super early so we went to the basket ball court! they play soccer and basket ball la~~ then i play my PSP lor~~ but don't know i shui or wat~~ i soccer ball hit right on the back of my head~~~ sian la~~~

bus pick us up around 5 ba~~ then i went to JP to meet my dearest dearest fren "forest cloud" haha~~ Crystal jade la mian and xiao long ba~~ it's still so delicious~ but don't know why both Yun and me can't finish that bowl of noodle after xiao long ba~~~ !!!??? puzzle us alot orh~~ last time our stomach can hold at least twice the portion leh~~~

after that i saw Wei Siang haha~~ Yun's BF this is the first time i'm allow to meet her BF leh~~ i'm so happy and excited! he is just a normal guy who's not photoginic lor~~ cos his photo look super ugly! Oops sorry Yun!!

good news: i got my couch wristlet hee~~~ nice or not arh~~ first branded thingy i got it using my own money leh so proud of myself leh~~

What a Day

2007-08-31T09:34:00.000-07:00

today is the last day of August! i wake up not very early just to go to school and tell lies to teachers in order to pass my NE. oops i shouldn't have say that ( personal opinion ) i think w/o NE i still Love my country so...

interesting happened on my way to BBDC after NE presentation.
today i board a train (MRT) car no. 1004 i actually pressed the emergency button with my right index finger. can you image how many ppl in their life will have sure a chance to press the red button who will fine S$5000 if misuse!!!!

YES i did

Oh man! i feels really NOTHING AT ALL hahaha~~~

please dont' think that i press it for fun. cos in the cabin i was in there are 2 little malay kids who can't be woke up by anyone no matter how hard we shake, called, scream, shout at them! it's so scary. they are like 2 dead person sitting on the chair!!! What am i suppose to do!!!

with some thinking. i press the red button and immediately after that.....

i hear nothing from the speaker

it's really not like those video in MRT when you press the button you can heard voice from it. w/o hearing anything i still talk to the mircophone i said:" there are two ppl can't wake up!!"

dots... i still can't hear. i said:" i can't hear you, i can't hear you" then finally the speaker's voice is tune to higher and i can heard them but i already forget wat they said

anyway the two malay kids got waken up and taken care by SMRT ppl and alights at Woodlands MRT.

as for wat i'm concern is... ha~~ i heard from a unlce he said: i'll get reward of one month free MRT ride leh but the problem is i already bought my MRT concession for one month!! even if i got the free ride it will only valid for 1/2 a month liao~~ if i know this is goin to happened i shouldn't have bought my concession aiyo~~~

Cluber's Night

2007-08-31T08:55:00.000-07:00

went to meet my dearest fren on that day! last gathering befoer Jos go to aus for her further studies. she so smart sure can do well. most of the memebers of gilrfrenz club turn up. i really enjoy the time around them. we gossip and laugh so hard that the ppl on the next tables can hear us. Long time never bitch around le don't know that i'm still so bitchy haha~~ joys created a blog for us really appreciate sia~

clubbing was fun jos and weix really dance to their best like there will not be another night out clubbing!

evil laughters haunting Holland V

pic of blur Sotongs. this is what happened when two blur sotong taking photos together, as they dont' know when the camera will capture their ecpressions

these 2 Bitchy girls taking this pic for a purpose. still dare to smell till so bright while their friend is stuffing under the hand of Wei X.

are you scare

after WeiX drew me the eye-liner! first time i got it at the lower lips leh~~ feel so itchy and so ern... i think i look abit par jiao

group photo of my percious frenz in life! a few MIA. i love all of You babes becos of u ppl i know why i'm need to live in the world with human being.

final touch up in the MOS toilet before we turn into "hot-burnt chicks" hahah~~

Squeeze girlsfrenz~~~ harder come on the camera it there!! we try so hard to squeeze into the pic but Mavis still no in it. however, a dont' know who "extra" had taken Mavis space and appeared in the background. sian arh~~~

the clubbers are enjoying the time at club~ this pic was taken just before we step out of MOS

after clubbing all of us look so wear-out but we still try our best to force a smell for this last pic of the day.

in the end i manage to board the last NR3 to go home. after 3 hours of sleep i woke up and choiong all the way to work. the most tiring day so far!!! i hope i won't do it again!!

clubbing with them is super fun, since Jos and WeiX is leaving i should stop clubbing for awhile and wait till they return.

i'm waiting for you :)

Ah Ni Shui~~ KAO!

2007-08-01T08:18:00.000-07:00

i'm sure SHUI Kao~~ really feel like scolding a series of endless hokkien bad words~~ like mailto:!@#$@%$#$@#$^@$#%$%%&^$^&amp;amp;amp;#$%@$%@$ multiply by 10 to the power of infinite

here goes the STORY OF BEETLE

once fine night when beetle is super happy after her dental work cos she got bounce for working for 6 months. she super happy!! can said ultra happy la~~ on her way to MRT station she saw a cutie grey mouse dash across the walkway (in park) then i run after it haha~~ he/she so shy!

till here i consider myself SUPER LUCKY

On the MRT, i feel that i need food so i think of wat to eat. KFC, cupnoodle, beef noodle, bubble tea etc...

then the battle between angel beetle and devil beetle begins

ANGEL BEETLE: you shouldn't eat sharon! don't u remember how ur frens laugh at ur fabby arm? how they bully ur soft soft arm? you should control ur diet since u hate execrise!!! blah blah~~

DEVIL BEETLE: come on la~ who cares about wat they said! you are still okay! they are too picky that's all!! ignore them go for ur all time favorite KFC! it's not close yet (1020pm) go go go~ the juicy drumlet and cheesy fries how can u not have it after 3 hours of hardwork? somemore you already got ur pay! go sharon you should go~~

the battle end when i walk into KFC haha~~ finally i can eat my KFC without feeling guilty! i haven't been eating for 2-3 weeks la bah~ i really miss the smell thought my favorite Crispy chicken all sold out but still have my second choice original drumlet. the counter boy even give me a coupon set cheaper 2 pieces of chicken and 1 chessy fries at $5.30 COOL

STILL SUPER LUCKY~ :)

on the last 500 meter way home~ when i walk under the MRT train! just outside the station! i felt a lump of THING drop onto my hair! Aaaaaaarh~~~~ WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!

BIRD SHIT! DAMN SHUI! First time in my life i kana this on my body! and not other places! it's on my HEAD!!!!! i stomp my way home scare ppl on the way will see it! i really stomp home cos whenever i step onto the ground

i can feel my anger transfer from my head to body to leg then to feet and end at the ground that i'm stopping on.......

once i step into my house i scream out loud for my dad to help! HELP ME CLEAN THE SHIT BEFORE I WASH MY HAIR!!!!! WU~~~~ ARH NI SHUI!!!

after cleaning the shit and wash my hair 5 times with shampoo i still feel uncomfortable!! wu~~ when i eat my KFC i no longer can smell the drumlet instead i smell the BIRD SHIT

Exam start = semester ending

2007-07-31T22:08:00.000-07:00

yo! Yesterday the final battle of the semester start!
AIC common test is the first thing that i cleared in the list of examinable and non-examinable modules~~ haha~
i find the test rather interesting~ just play with the computer program! can't imagin i'll be doing that in the future! sitting in a contorl room play with all the controller to get the dynamic, if i really do that the plant will explode haha~ cos all my step-change are very extreme. ( u may not understand this part cos it's all abt my course )

went to work again in the evening, i oversleep so i have to tell a small lie to linda! ( i'm sorry)! i'm doing the training for new nurse agian! i think i can't do it at all but doress said i'm good leh~~ arh~~ i failed to train my best friend where will i have the capabilities to train someone i don't even know!!! i hope the new girl will like the job and stay on! so i can leave the place for good. reason i want to leave this job: NO REASON! HAHA~ I JUST WAN TO END IT! TIRED SIAN~ working again tonight

once this semester end my attchement will begin~ wow~ so excitied about it now! that will be the critical period of time where i'll decide my future! whether to stay in this line of change to another!

today is guan yin "dan"?? why mom didn't buy vegetarian foods for me? instead she bought me duck noodle (dry) for me as breadfast? haha~

question: is my upperarm getting rounder or bigger or tender? why all the friends around seems to have a bit of problem with my arms leh~ i know it's super soft cos it's 100% fats due to no execrise! but i didn't gain a single gram of weight leh~

recollection of ...

2007-07-24T08:18:00.000-07:00

look at this man~~ very dots. it is place on my school! look wat jes is doing hahaha ~ i told her i won't includ her in the pic but i ddin't know i "accidentally" mistaken her as one of the poster-girl hahaha sorry jez if i cut the photo it won't be complete so i left u there with the poster to make this COMPLETE! if u like the pic please tell me i'll send to you! i kind of like jez now cos she very funny haha~ and very anything also~ LN i wan to have more lecture with u but this semester is ending soon :(

wento out with my close frenz on last thursday ( if i'm not wrong ) i miss all these ppl in the reflection so much including the girl who only shows her legs hahaha~ we chat alot about the past the future and the present. we all miss the days we had and looking forward to future! i felt that all of us ( from my click ) had grow up but my speed of growing in somewhere seems to lag behind alot~~ haha i think my deadtime is too long ba~ ( if i'm a control instrument i think no one will use me haha)

eileen told us she will be marrying herself off to some X clothe in 09092009. wat a great planner.

Joys is complaining about her uni timetable very slack she wants to find a job and our dearest weix is goin into army soon. how soon sep lor haha~ still have time to catch up with him. ( we want to go sentosa together and live in the hunt for one night ) he is goin into wat police (army) thingy heard from him that alot guys wan to go there cos good pay and flexible timing. cool but worst of all he can't go clubbing for 2 years haha~~ a clubber like him i wonder how he is goin to survive! he tooth is metal wire off his teeth la~~ must better looking now but still not yangdao!! haha

this is today's second entry i must post this man~ the result of

The Real You
Here is the analysis:
You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

oh my! it's just like wat CFC said about it~~ unbelievable! how can he be so accuarte with the test damnmit! i can't deny liao~ i'm the sort of person he said i'm hahaha

personality test about me

2007-07-24T06:50:00.000-07:00

Your Hidden Talent
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test65.aspx (try it out)
Here is the analysis:
The Mass CommunicatorYou have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant or model - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help.

i think not very me leh~ am i as good as this test described!!!

The Eating Test
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test43.aspx (try it)
Here is the analysis:You've made your way well in this world despite all the obstacles you've had to faced. You have survived a lot more troubles than most people. You have had to deal with difficult people, ridiculous rules, and tempestuous relationships.
Love for you can be as intense as the fire on the face of the sun. You are either very calm on the inside when there is a lot of insanity going on around you, or you shut people up and take charge. You can go to a movie by yourself. You are as comfortable alone as you are with others. You are angry at your parents but you can't change them.
You are a great lover when you find that rare mate who is your equal, otherwise your relationships do not go well. Life is a roller coaster, and you are finding ways to make the good times better. You love sports.

is that me~ i don't love sports! Do i face many problem!!! no ba!!

The House
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test48.aspx (try it)
Here is the analysis:Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. You are an ambitious person. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You always have plans on your mind. This might cause a lot of stress if things don't go the way you expect. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be. You are not a romantic person by nature. We also see that you are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. You don't think much about yourself.

dots.. this analysis is so weird! i don't think it's me at all? i don't avoid being alone i enjoy it sometimes leh~ i'm blur sotong where got plan my furtherest plan so far is next year go uni haha

Are you still thinking about your ex?
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test104.aspx ( try it )
Here is the analysis:You have managed to sweep away any feelings you have left for your ex. You are fully recovered and you don't dwell in anguish over the memories of your times together. You are completely and happily in love with your current boyfriend/girlfriend. Although you may occasionally mention the name of past boyfriends/girlfriend, it will simply be because it relates to what you are talking about. The present moment is what you are interested in.

quite true!! haha!!! what's ex to me man just a passerby in life! don't really remember the face haha! oops i sound so bad :P but present moment!! the only man in my heart is my dead grandfather leh~~ aiyo can only love someone had already dead!!!

all lecture is ending this week i think! this semester is ending soon! i'm goin for attachment soon. my life in poly is ending soon! i hope i can keep all my poly fren with me when i move on in life. cos they are just so special to me! special in too many ways~ can i said they are the first batch of friend that i made in my adult-social circuit! hahaha

uncertain

2007-07-18T04:14:00.000-07:00

Look at this man~ all this are tomato! on the right is the normal size one and the centre is the cherry tomato then on the right i don't know what kind of tomato it is! i found it among the cherry tomato. it's so tiny yet it taste like the normal tomato leh~~ amazing. Is this a new breed of tomato??

went to YoKo"GuaWa" (gawa) with my lecture mates ha~ look look around and see wat we can do in the future but in the end we realise we can't do much in that company other then research and some not super related work! We manage to see Sankar he still looks the same. the photo below is taken in their canteen wow~~ so cool! but the food stores are limited i doubt the food taste good :P

last weekend went out with MK to orchard hunting for my PSP accessories but didn't find any. on the way back we took MRT from Orchard to Cityhall. the train super packed then his sleeve trap in between the door. haha funny sia~ then we keep worrying that the next stop the door will open at the other side

i still love my Pi Sai

Sakea + K-Box

2007-07-05T09:15:00.000-07:00

okay i forget is which day i went to sakea with Jes, MH,CFC. all of them didn't eat their meal on that day before sakea hahah~~ just to make sure we can eat so many plates as possible hahaha~~ such be last firday ba~~

jes (above) and Me (below) posing beside the sushi delivering belt muhahaha~~ all the sushi is going into our stomach

wat a dirty and messy table. that table was after 2 rounds of cleaning! look at the no. of source plates hahaha~jes is really good at eating agedushi (fried beancurd) and i think i'm good at eating chawamushi! muhahaha~~

now it's SEE the HIGHLIGHT of this entry! it's the photo of our Jean! guess who is that! we steal his ez-link card during k-box section and took a pic of it! he is so different now!

blog for the sake of blogging! I got A for my REE :) hope i can continue to do well! Jia yOU, next week i got AIC test! scary cos i only score 12/20 for the first class test so i'm super scare that i can't score well leh~~

i'm watching wei xiao pasta! borrow from Jes leh! muack thanks la! i'll enjoy it!

tml i'll be goin to YoKoGaWu with my program ppl. didn't really like it but can skip lessons why not leh! charging my Pi Sai now! hope it'll be fully prepare by tml sl i can play all the time when i'm SIan!!

i still remember the place

2007-07-02T08:01:00.000-07:00

i still remember this place where i did a super funny thing there ha~~~ confess to someone! damn! i failed! first time and will be the last time! but i do love to ski at the place again! i miss the time where i spend flying around in it, step onto poo, eating the instant noodle with egg, knocking my head against the barrier, catch the artifical snow with my mouth-it taste really bad.

today i got my result sia~~ big disappointment but i know i shld get it cos when i finish the paper i feel damn da bian

POO C

IS C+

should i continue to enjoy this semester or should i joing again like last time!!!??? i know the anwer very well but i just lazy to do it. i need some energy to move on man!

today i feel very bad about my fren too cos i can't help him at all.. i start to think he is not that strong as what i see. he is a 19 yr old after old!! there is too many things for a 19 yr old to learn and experience!

PSP 1

2007-06-28T11:35:00.000-07:00

this is my best best no one can take over friend. we have been friend since pri 2 in Yuhua pri sch! we went to tian tian steamboat today!! i ate alot of prawns!!! super nice for dont' know why~we ate for 3++ hours event the waiters come and look at us as if we are super BIG appeitte girls. the trust is WE ARE. we can eat a cow!

Laaaa~~~ i got my 21st birthday present from my cousin finally cos i decided to spend the money on PSP haha~~ i think i made a damn smart choice of buying it. so now i'm addicted to it hence you ppl found me miss from my blog for a long time. actually, it was due to holiday- the lazy mood made me only wan to lay on my bed and have activity within my bedroom with the air-con and novels!!!

Open yout eyes BIG BIG and take a look at my PSP. I NAME it - Pi Sai ( "nose shit/dirt" )

now i'm goin to tell you how i enjoy in PSP for the past week

these three pic are taken by this xiao meimei on the left. me eat half way don't know talk to who!! so angry! the on sit beside me is my papa. then i ignore all the things around me then play my PSP!!! hahaha

Okay let's look at the library machine on the left there is this person know as J_n Ke_ from my class. we went to woodlands library on fine day afternoon after our exam paper. he wants to borrow a book. when u borrow book you must use ur IC oe other cards. there is 2 slots on the borrowing machine. he slot his card into the bottom one which is for. Receipt leh~~~~ OH my~ how can he be so blur! lucky library saved his NYP admin card if not i don't know what will happend when the maintenance ppl open the machine will see and think~~~ ( stupid leh this guy!! so big the word also can't see )

holiday ends soon

2007-06-23T07:37:00.000-07:00

joys at beetle home

clubbers~~ i look so~~~~ ~~~~

sakea~~ little green frog

this holiday~~ wat i did?

i using sms to send MK to army Camp. then joys ZR come over to stay.then i got sick. then i go clubbing on the next day. then i bought my PSP. then my aunty and uncle are goin back to china on tml early in the morning then i will have my HOME back la~~ one person one only hahaha~~ i love been alone at home. cos i don't have to talk that much i can resever all the energy to watch tv. online and sleep.

arh yesterday i got a very horrible driving experience!! orh~ it's so horrible!!! when i turn out of the BBDC i made a wide turning. which is SUPER WRONG then the car made a 280 degree left turn and chiong to the kerb. holly da bian!!! so damn da bian the bouble L plate behind me so shui!! i prey for him/her man!

LAST WEEK & today

2007-06-14T06:05:00.001-07:00

last week i only rememeber a few things

revise for my test - last minute
tests
last day of sch- celebrate CFC birthday
me , MH and Jez tried all means to make him stay will other classmates finished their biopharm test 5+++pm
went to "sky sky steam boat" tian tian steamboat ($24+/each)

MH carrying CFC in the nearby carpark of NYP MH so strong! superman MH hahaha
they take turns to carry each other in the carpark and even walk up and down the stair saying it is the training section to prepare for NAFA!!! haha

I love this movie poster. thought i don't really know what the movie is la~~~ haha~ Anyway do i look like a real surfer with the flowerly board!!!

i'm holding on to CFC's birthday money, how shld i spend it neh!!! anyway till now i still have no clues what to do with it! first time collecting money for someone's birthday!

our class's sleeping beauty KL! and the artistic hands of CFC and Jes( e small hand on the left) is decorating KL's hand with their super sense of art! i saw stars and BLP drew on KL's hand

i went bugis today with jez. cfc to shop for PSP but SL's psp is not trustworthy so i didn't manage to get it! sad but later i went shopping with jez at bugis street! got some items. some puff from beard papa~ wow so delicious! i'm actually eating the puff now muahahaha~~~

RDC 2007 day2

2007-06-12T08:34:00.000-07:00

for today i did the game show in the photo it's call dodge Ball~~ i hope they enjoy in. this progam almost got cancelled due to bad weather. i was so happy that we couldn't carry out as i'm very super extreme lazy to play this game under the hot sun. ( my fair skin haven't recover so far after cambodia trip- i have been using whitening cream and mask but don't seems to work sia waste $$$ ) but after 1/2 hour the clouds give way to the sun- yamon call: sharon i think u can carry on with dodge ball" wu~~~ WHY!!! afterall it's a fun game not as bad as what i expect la~ duration of game 1 1/2 hours exposure to UV rays 1 1/2 hours (moderate=acceptable)

i eat abit of snake during the camp to find lizard and chee wen. i went to lizaard's new office at blk " dont' remember wat" then she help CW to print report. printed 2 copies then the sneaky CW put the extra copy in my bag i only find out liek 1 hour ago. stupid la~~ u childish :P

after that i met up with MK and LY at city hall. they wait for me for 1-2 hours i think. you might ask where is LY. she is holding my phone taking charming pic of me and MK haha~ his goin to army soon this coming saturday. i'll miss his hair hahaha!!!

we end up eating carls Jr. i hate the place i don't really like that food. we can not american please reduce the size of that toopid big big huge burge. it taste damn salty. i think my kidney will have to OT for tonight while i'm asleep.

arh yesterday BenJ told me buttock is know as gluteus Maximus hahaha wat a funny scientific name of our buttock so Gluteus Mazimus hole = ass hole hahaha

friday im going clubbing lor with Jos, GF, ....

i got a ticket to chirstina's s'pore concert hurray

i'm a country pumkin to concert cos i nv go for 1 be4

RDC 2007 day1

2007-06-12T08:15:00.000-07:00

yesterday and today is the RDC 2007
the first day i'm slacking. guarding the bags of camper in P405 from 11+++ to 9++ oh my god. it only the bags and me and my lovely handphone (sudoku) and advance theory book. i only see human being in the afternoon they are namely. cfc.MH.and Benj.

this is the view that i see for whole day sian~~~

now let's look at the food i ate

the food so so la~~ edible haha~

REE 2

2007-06-07T22:39:00.000-07:00

over all the tests are OVER
now i'm waiting for the arrival of my 2 weeks study break ( slacking holiday ) i think i'll love it. i already planned it. sleeping, shopping, eating, meet up with friends.
i got my dad's N73 cos my phone is down again today hahah~
REE test i just need more time to finish that last question!! arh~

i went to tian tian steamboat after school with cfc, KL and CS the food there is normal lor~ not very espeical afterall. tml is cfc birthday i really don't know what to get for him leh~~ sian~ but i hope he will have a meaning 19th birthday.

next blog i can upload pic lor~ since i got 3.2 Mega pix phone now hee~~~

peace and Love

REE test later

2007-06-06T15:37:00.001-07:00

see i got a new blogskin.
love it man.
thanks for the help from my lao ye = mk. i shld buy u cake again. this time u choose hahaha ( can i share abit also )
i'll have my REE test in a few hours time. i just finished my chapter 1 revision still got 2 chapters to go. hope i can manage to finish it before the test start. please let me finish i don't wan another POO test to repeat wow~~~ POO test i finish only 3 chpaters in 11/2 hour then immediately after that i sit for the paper. haha~~ in the end i just write and write like other test lor. full of nonsenses i think :P
i got to say this again i really love my new blogskin. muack muack muack... hope u ppl like it too. give comments la~~~ so tt lao ye can edit and improve on it more. cheer
tonight i'll go shopping to see what i can get for my cfc hahaha~~ i'm clueless to get his gift leh. any idea please post here before i went shoppin tonight. if u wan to join the shopping trip call me okay!

Peace and Love

Flower child

2007-06-05T06:12:00.000-07:00

i do like the way of heppie.

Peace and Love

the world is so violent now i do hope peace will arrive to the world soon
i thing everyone should love and be love

what am i talking about? i hope i can meet someone in the future where i'll say good morning in the morning. good afternoon in the evening and good evening in the morning! this must sounds weird to alot you. but i have my reason for doing so. ( i don't know what i said so don't ask!! haha)

today i did line tracing in the pilot plant distallation column there. those lines are so complicated. i almost give up once but i'm sort of stubborn person the harder the thing i more i want to do it. Especially for things that i love and crazy about.

monday i did 2 test paper. one of it is really damn damn stupid! thats GMP i really don't know how to answer to the question. it's the first time in my life where i don't know the question yet i still keep on writing and answering. @#$%^&*@#$@#$%^
please dont' ever choose this module it's a waste of time attending the lecture and learning about it when you are actually not someone who is interested. so you might ask me why i took this module the reason is: cos senior told me it's very very very ultra simple and easy to score A
what they said is true at their time but not mine.

orh i wan to organise the D&D 2008 for SCL i think i'll start during the holiday hahaha. please wish me all the best in the project ya~~

i'm so happy to see my sons on the way home cos we chat abit abt their life in sch and i know they are quite okay now~~~ yapppiii

Handphone

2007-05-29T14:50:00.001-07:00

my handphone is DOWN again~ just repaired!! sian

the camera function is gone forever. that meanings no more casual photos, no more funny pic. no more video and blah blah blah~

i need to come out with a plan to snatch my dad's N73 (which he is not using) and turn it to mine.

by the way my uncle and anuty had just arrived at s'pore on sunday~ i don't know how long they are goin to spend here???

as for the 6 weird things arh~
here is the first one

i study for my test only hours before it~ cos i scare i'll forget wat i revise if i study too early~

second thing - cfc said it's weird

i usually will donate money to ppl who sell flags and playing musical instruments at the side of the road but i REFUSED to buy Tissue from those handicap the reason being " i think the tissue are of super low quality" i'll never use it. there is once i gave money to this tissue selling aunty w/o taking her tissue she chase me from the stall to where i board the bus at BB inter-change. it's so scary so i decide to ignore all the tissue seller thought they really need the kind soul to help but SORRY LA~~ tissue very lousy leh~~ i don't buy

tt's all i can think of so far i'll try harder on the next entry!

guess why i wake up so early!!! cos later i'll be having Petro chem test so i got to study~ but now see what i'm doing blogging~~~ haha~~ cos i think it's still early :P

unexpected

2007-05-16T07:44:00.000-07:00

i miss the "ern" i used to use instead of the "erm" i use to give the thinking sensation!!! i think "erm" sounds really like shiting haha~ so i made up my mind to use but the "ern"! ( the reason i change from "ern" to "erm" becos i know a person called ernest and he thinks it kind of like him that's why i changed. but after these few months i think i'm stupid to make the change)

why i start today's blog with this bullshit above is... i really don't know how to start today's entry!!!
someone i know had just passed away yesterday morning but i only knew this late afternoon. ~:O~
in actually fact i heard about her accident very very early. around 10+ on tuesday morning. when i was on my way to china embassy to cancel my citizenship of china. when i heard the news in my dad's car! it was pouring heavily outside. it's all because of the heavy down pour in bukit batok area that lead to this unfortunate accident. the tree is too healthy but too weak to withstand the weight of the rainwater and eventually lost to the gravitation force of earth and fell onto my friend. i think she's on her way to work! she's such a nice person why gravitation force/tree/heaven/rainwater must take her life away?

life is vulnerable?

that's for sure

i wan to cherish the people around me. i don't wan to be the person who only look forward anymore. i want to look at the side when i move forward and turn back when i'm able to.

CHERISH/TREASURE

both are BIG words

how to do it

i don't know

can someone enlighten me

???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

i miss all the people who once take part of my life, even if it's a second.

You make me

the present me

sharon

THANK YOU

KICKOFF-Kicking me Off the earth surface

2007-05-14T05:43:00.000-07:00

saturday (12/5/07) was the annual Kick Off for SCLC. this programme has a history of 3 years haha~~ start from my batch! all thanks to nadiah our president (strong will girl)

the event starts at 9. me as a ex-co i suppose to be there at 8.30 but in the end i turn-up at almost 11 ( wearing that super attension seeking yellow blod "Executive committee" at the back of a black polo t-shirt i sashay into the stadium)
" sharon what time is it now? " dear sweet sweet ms ler called from the audience's seat! P.S.: HOW COME I SO SHUI!!! :( then i act siao siao and quickly ran away!! hahaha~

pic speak louder than words so let's look at the pic then.

actually i lazy to write liao

i'm the ultimate winner of the game!!!

the others sclc rox the gal helper super

the permed hair club. CM and me. we love permed hair haha >.<

today arh~~~ CFC lost his handphone. we look into many many rubbish bins but still can't find any! i feel very bad for him. though he said nvm but i think if it's me i'll cry on-stop and don't wan to go home till i found my phone. i dont' know why he behave like an adult! i think he knew since it's gone it'll nv be recover.

i learn from him-accepting isn't too bad afterall as you dare to face the problem and overcome it. i think i still got alot of ren sheng da dao li to learn in my life. can i let everything go just like him?? love especially?

personalty test

2007-05-10T09:19:00.000-07:00

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Obsessive-Compulsive		34%

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clubbing at Zouk and Play

2007-04-29T05:20:00.000-07:00

wow~~~ this is the fourth time i went clubbing! the main purpose of this outing is to meet up with my fren. my beloved fren. super dearest fren.

i'm so proud of my fren feng to be one of the helper in zouk-superstyle award 2007. cool, just seeing her on stage helping up i think it make me feels proud of her. she is indeed my fren :)

rong rong got no much change it's becos i see her abit often ahaha~~

weix is still as chio + handsome! yesterday he wear a waiter outfit i think it's cool. but MJ,ZR siad he is super waiter hahaha~~~ maybe fashion sense different.

grow in the dark stamp from zouk, on rong and my hand -crown yo

Zouk is pretty cool place but the event is not so~~ erm.. but i like their phuture has a great dance floor but yestreday was too packed!!! so many ppl pushing around!!! the guys there so despo. eeeeee. i hard fat guys who squeeze into the dance floor. so fat can u just go one side a squeeze against the wall ?

me.rong.feng

rong.weix.me (i lost my earring) we are high! high to the sky

Play- a fantastic gay club! the guys there are so weird and hot. (horny) some of them dance very girly but some of them is simply musclar!! i love it man! too bad they didn't dance with me cos it their eyes i'm a allen ba! i love gay they are funny and gentleman! far far far better than those "straight guy" who always think they are the Best!! :O

it was raining really heaily when we wan to cross the street to PLAY. then there is this group of gays who is crossing they saw us ( me + fen + weix + Dar +... ) they told us to wait for them to come back to get us!!! sweet........ ( choco ) we were in doubt ( you sure not!!) in the end one of the gay in green ( super cute and handsome) came back to get us!!! touch touch touch~~~ there is still gentleman in the world but is a gay. arh~~~ a disgusting thing happen when the DJ play Sway by pussy cat dolls ( my favorite song ) i dance with my friend then suddenly there is "someone" come to the back of me and start dancing. i thought it was one of my gay fren then i also sway together. we dance so close man~~~ no air can pass thru i think!!! later when that " someone" turn to the front of me!!!! SHOCK~ it's a lesbian-super ugly one~~ oh please la~ get lost from me!!! i wan to scream. then where is my frenz. they all sitting around the dance floor and watch me interacting with that " someone" puck puck!!! i reach out to them! they just turn away or laugh and pointing at me~~ Da Bian! that was the last song! the story haven't end.

after the last song the rain haven't stop so we went to a nearby hawker centre to get some food. that "someone" follow us~~~~

scare

then my fren keep saying what: "this is not your first time go with her tonight la". " she can be your sugar mommy"." she will wan to ride you home so all of us can save cab fee"...

why i have friend like them~~~ never stop to put my in fear.

arh~~~ but some lesbian gal are really chio. if they are the one following me maybe~~~ (who knows) hahaha peace!

yr three 2nd week

2007-04-27T09:05:00.000-07:00

this week is really fun!!!

all the lab sessions starts on this week. as a year three student i had already venture into all the labs~~ hahaha~~ so fun

i watch movie with Jez on tue

i went for CO practice... i realise i miss the place alot! the people ( my section one only )

i meet up with the one who i might have feeling for too~~ wee wee so happy. ( don't know how he feels)

i found Dars choco! finally cheap cheap and taste great

i'm no longer in the same class as my twinnie~~ i miss her all the time. i think of whenever i turn around to my left. she's not there during the tutorial but she's there during most of the lecture.

Jez is so fun to be with. last time always think she is apple or aunti but now~~ she's a teenager very normal one. very crazy super 38 just like me!!! i wish we can learn from each other the 38 Gong Fu

now let me show u wan i did in sch this week thru photos

i had alot of fun this week i really like my new class. i love my class 0505 even more. hope all of us will have fun during last this semester. NEXT sem we'll be attach to diff company and meet new friends again.
if you wan any of this photo please e-mail me i'll send or transfer to you in school. but remember to place the order okay :)

looking forward to next week. the 1st holiday of the semester - Labour Day. st. James!! clubbing night!
tml i'll meet up with my dearestestestestest~~ galfrenz. O.O go dinner and clubbing at zouk!!! go go go shake shake shake shake harder hahaha~ high lor~~~

arh forget to say tml i have my second driving practical lesson. really hope i still remember how to start the car when i sit into it... Driving God arh please look over me!!!

ME me Me mE~~ VS fren and school

2007-04-21T03:44:00.000-07:00

first of all i'll like to announce~~ CPT0505 goin to change mentor again~ 3rd time is poly. turn over rate for mentor is once every year hahaha very fast! but i kind of like this the 2nd mentor the most- MR sankar! he is new but he did his part as a fantastic mentor to CPT0505.

WHO DARE TO DISAGREE COME AFTER SCHOOL WE FIGHT!!! Bump BumP BoXz~~~

P.S: caption is personal view for fun only hor~~~

i found something very interesting somewhere near my school~~~ so cute!!! i wonder wat is that for?? if you know please tell me okay! i'll reward u a pocky-chocolate/strawberry de.

i went to watch shooter with my friends last week. it's a nice movie. if u have extra money and time can choose this show!

Now let my intro my new friend who i met during the cambodia trip to all~~~

i also found a cute doll which has the same expression as me while i shop with YUN

Driving a Real CAR.. buww buww~~~

2007-04-21T03:21:00.000-07:00

I woke up really early this morning erm... ( wat time was it!! don't remember le )

i reach BBDC 10 minutes late :) as usual the latecomer-SHARON

1st attend Final theory practice : 10.45-11.30

i did 2 booklets of practice and failed all 56% and 68%

2nd attend Final theory practice: 12.05-12.50

thought i was in BBDC slacking around but i'm still late, why? it's simply i lost track of time while trying to book my 1st Driving practical ~:

i did 3 booklets this time ( pls give a round of applauds ) and i failed all again but i did improve from 72% to 87% tp 89% hahaha 1 more percent i'll pass. hoping i'll do better next week!

1st practical wow WOW wow WOW wow ~~~~ the nervous yet exciting me waiting for the lesson to start ( 1355-1535)

Wat's will happen to me later~~~ stun~~~ stun~~~ sotong~~ shaking and icy cool hands~~

i'm damn nervous! i try to sms someone but didn't get the reply. i was hoping smsing will calm me down but that fellow NEVER reply me. i only got the REPLY when i was in my instructor's car. he asked me: you want to check your phone? soo embarrassing- of course NOT la~~

let's see the super lucky car that took my V in driving hahaha~

this is the car that i use to learn 1.1 and 1.2 You damn car took my V ( shy shy )

the lesson went pretty smoothly i only got 1 engine stall~~ hee~~ the steering for a turn i still can't get it right and the accelerator paddle super hyper sensitive sia~~ qing qing touch 1000-3000 r/min.. and it's very loud buw~~~ buw~~~www~~~

i went to IMM after my lesson to see CFC. poor him stand on the starhub roadshow booth alone waiting for customers to come!!! ke lian arh~

china story hahaha

2007-04-16T06:28:00.000-07:00

someone keep asking me to update~ so i have to update abit hahaha~ but i really got nothing to say ~i love china. i love pInk IC as well

back

2007-03-29T08:34:00.001-07:00

i'm back from cambodia~~~ don't know what to say about the place! if given a chance to choice my birth place i'll like it to be cambodia ( first is china la ) i love everything there. even the : "one dollar"
i learn to appreciate singapore more

i'm so tan now~~~ cry out loud!
i wan my fair skin asap!!!
any suggestion what kind of skin product can blench my skin asap and make it smoother haha

i love KYA you rox~~~

Off ! i Fly

2007-03-14T19:57:00.000-07:00

exam is over so does chinese new year 2007.

result is coming out soon very soon ( i think), last night i got a nightmate. i dreamt of getting my maths result! i got B which just get me qualify for Advance- Maths for next semester. But suddenly house phone rang and woke me up of the dream. ( it's a dream not real)

my 21st birthday is just 8 days away and i'm leaving s'pore on tml around this time ba~ will i have a unique birthday like i wish? DON'T KNOW!

i got a question for all my friends! AM I TOO SPOILED OR PAMERED!!! all in the sudden ppl around me are telling me the same thing! i'm puzzle!!! is it GOOD or is it BAD??

i miss my cousin who is most properly suffering at Australia now! why he must go through those things yet i don't.

i miss my grandfather who passed away last year around this time. why he left me behind to face the world alone!

i'm having sore throat noW! hope tml i'll be fine as i don't wan to go to cambodia as a sick person!!

what awaits me at Cambodia is a huge huge giantic ? i hope for the best to happen there. i like my cambodia group ppl. they are so fun! arh they are caring too...

moon

2007-02-26T08:12:00.000-08:00

how i wish the moon belongs to only me 24-7.
hou yi longing for sun yet i longing for moon.
he lives thousands years ago yet i live now.
why we desire to have things that never be us!
he might not konw why he can't catch the sun
but i know why i can't reach the moon.
we are too ambitious!!!

THIS IS THE WORST CNY I HAVE SO FAR!!! BORING AND STRESSFUL!!!
all my old friends have either married have children or goes overseas to persuit their dream and the inferior me still here~~~ with me parents doin wat a little kid do during the CNY. i'll be 21 soon very soon but i don't have a very clear goal for myself. the only hint i got is i must earn lots and lots of money... Can money really do everything!!! can is really buys u the world?? i start to believe it can. i hold more power than i even imagine! human are just a miserable creature who live on money without those paper we can't do a thing. not even gaining knowledges!

Curse of golden Flower

2006-12-25T09:06:00.000-08:00

today is the first time i "celebrates" X'mas with my mother and ah que anuti. we for a buffet at Marina Square-Pariss international seafood, the foods there is just okay! wasn't as good as i had expected it to be. i don't think it worth the $$$ i paid.

after which we went for Zhang yimou's new film - Curse of golden Flower (满城尽带黄金甲). Zhang has been my mother's favorite Director since n year ago. I likes him also due to my mum's positive influence. His a great director most " chinese" director in the film industry. Most of his films are showcasing the rich chinese culture that every chinese should been proud of. This new film never fail us, it's storyline is so beautiful. Fully capturised the inner most human desires vs important virtures of chinese ( Filial ). thought most of the critic online saying it's a film about war between woman and man. but i have a different thinking. Do you know the day Double Ninth festival ( 重阳节）is actually a festival to remind all the chinese filial is an important virtual. the Jie prince ( played by Jay chou) was imvolve in the war because of the WORD - 孝 filial. i wonder how many people have see this film in this point of view. in my opinion this film has many hidden meaning you can be daring to guess it when you watch it.

the most touching sencen: Jay Chou killed himself because as he refused to take the chance his father is offering him to kill his own mother. it's all because of filial.

theme song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I5_I5ysqPlQ
more about double ninth festival in chinese: http://www.china.org.cn/ch-jieri/chongyang/1.htm

ox PART 2

2006-12-09T07:23:00.000-08:00

this are the cosmetics i bought just in one afternoon. cost my a 100+++, op~ i'm broke this month. super broke. i help these items can doll me up and make me look fantasty on tml's concert at esplanade. hey all friends if you are free do drop by Esplanade tml afternoon before 3 and take a sit in the concert hall.. i'll love to see familiar faces...

girls things are really expensive~~~ why must a performance requires gals to make-up yet the guy don't have to~~~ not fair~~~buying and choosing all these are not as easy as what you may think! so many things to consider.

my make-up skill is extremely lousy... just hope i won't turn myself into a ghost~~~ hahaha

by the way i don't know wat i really write above!! my heart is bleeding now as my wallet got a giantic hole which is beyond repair for this month!!!

love sharon

OX

2006-12-09T07:12:00.000-08:00

oops the wall is showing wat CFC is thinking at the moment. so dirty minded! can't stand him ya~~~

two act cool ah beng walking out of staffs toilet!!!!! Hey, someone catch them it's illegal to use the toilet. Long and CFC

bird nest soup from my mom specially prepare for me so that i can do well for tml's esplanade performace. i'm so nervous now~~~ shaking shaking shaking

waiting for ping guan's concert to start. Though i went into the auditorium but i miss the concert by ping guan becasue he is late and my CCA can't wait !!!
Being a super nice gal. i help her dig nose hahaha~~~

rat!

2006-12-04T06:18:00.000-08:00

wee~~~ couple alien. ZR+ SY= 1/2 friend circle

monday blue~~~ dont' feel like getting out of my bed early in the morning 630! why maths lesson must start on 8? why must a choice a school so far away from where i stay! sight~~~
ZR and moon went shopping at orchard without me~~ how cruel they are! Don't even bother to info me!!! ZR you better watch-out! i'll go after you for this. You ppl doing shopping yet i'm trapped in the school lecturer room doing brain-cells killing lectures! roar~~~ ( arh)Moon you are the best~~ muack!

Fluid was fun, today is the first time i really participate in the question solving section! last time i just sat there and pertend to listen. all the words from Allen were like come in from left ear and goes right through to the other ear, hahaa~~~ Honestly Allen is a great lecturer. i don't wan to dissappoint him and myself. Jia You beetle. you can do it

Kuan Loong, siok and Ervin and lots of friends were sick... wat a "sick" season! come on people take care ya~~ don't take the sub-paper it's goin to kill all... let me cast a spell.. sqiwceknretsysu,guoi,apwaasyd,.... all my friend will be bless when u figure out wat it is. ~:)

one of my handsome son J. tough me how to do social dance, so far i learnt 2 steps hahah~~~ how do i do so far, do u think i got talent!!!! hahaha...

tml, my family will buy new house le~~ 1st deposit will be pay and it's fix that the house will be us. hope everything goes smoothly.

my dad's back is so slim so narrow. he is no longer the strong dad i have. Time is eating him away! Yet i'm not longer the princess sharon who can throw my tempers around and gets no scolding in retunr! i dont' wan to be anybody. i wan to myself. someone respectable! someone friend could trust. i got to learn to be independent and sharing loads with my parents. they are getting older day by day.

P.S.: Nora pls dont' misunderstand me okay. i got no intension!

2006-12-03T05:38:00.000-08:00

Exam is goin to start again~~ so fast!
i haven't catch up with my breath, yet another stressful event is coming on the way~~
can i say NO to exam!?!?
just an hour ago i found out his blog. after browsing through i felt his life is so different from mine. thousands of miles apart. i did see him before in school and Kick off 2005 but then he wasn't so attractive neh~~ wat's wrong with my eye!
NExt week i'll be super busy . Busy with revision Busy with Chinese orchestra Performance on eSplanade. hey ppl if u like chinese music do drop by esplanada on Sunday afternoon (10/12/06) entry is free.Come see the handsome me.. heee
Stress lvl: 70% increasing rapidly

P.S.: pls cfc is just my friend please don't misunderstand. (:

So far

2006-11-17T06:01:00.000-08:00

DiDi come and go... this is the first time i sent him off. i really can't bare to let him go. when him pass the custom and disappeared in my sight. my heart sinks. wanting to "chong" call the way into the waiting hall and leave him by by side. can't bare to let him go, go to a far place-australia. Will he suffer? will he skip meal? will there be someone to take care of him? will the Aussy bully him? a lot of Will...? pop-up!

DiDi is not longer the DiDi i know. He already grow up! From a baby brother who always follows me to someone who can be independent and fearless of the outside world! He had turn into a MAN. A man who i familiar with yet feel distance. I realised i didn't really grow old mentally in the past few years. How can i let DiDi takes care of me? i'm his Jie jie i must be more mature and know more things when we meet again!

i saw a cute guy :)

ooong you'll always live in my heart, i'll always keep you there.

i'm learning drive soon my 1st theory lesson will be on 25th nov 2006. truely wish i'll get the license in half year's time

i did so Many things

2006-10-15T09:05:00.000-07:00

this photo was taken at esplande. can you see the big pointed durian shell like roof at the background of the pic. and on the left was the lantern i had that night ( 14/10/06). a group of owl from Leo went to esplande after the event ( read below ). we share ghost stories thought it wasn't at the hunger ghost festival instead it's one day after mid-autumn... but esplanda at night got that errie feeling at mid-night. the ghosty wind from Singapore river, the unexpected shadow from the passers-by and the wriggling candle lights wowow~~~ did bring a chill up every listeners' spine.

i also saw the other side of the esplande. there were alot of couples kissing and hugging each other. hey that's cool. but don't do heavy patting in the public la though it's DARK!!! hey yo yo hey, i love the musics play by the dancers. their steps were cool but Please Don't copy from the FB of NYP la~~ create some of your own. i think you'll look even cooler doing the staff that you really want to. Jia you GO GO GO.

We also met this "noisy" ice-cream seller, he sells great ice-cream and have a very creative mind in singing song of his own lyric. i never see anyone behave as cheerful as he is at mid-night. unlce you rox with the eldie songs. He sells ice-cream around maria bay and esplanda, his ice-cream got alot ah-da-chi only $1 per cup leh, traditional taste, traditional songs and traditional ice-cream seller ah peh :)

Leo club's installation was a disaster man~~~ everything was so so so screwed up. thought everyone of us do our part but it's did work as smoothly as what we expect. there were too many last minute changes and disagreement. Everyone simply keep quiet and don't want to discuess the problem. As there is no point doing that la...

Mid-autumn was a success!

Everyone was having alots of fun ( i believed) the band performace was a fantastic one. The songs they played were all of the oldies. Some of the hyper elderly even sing or dance alone with the music. i was so surprise, elderly dancing energetically ( that was a scence i seldom see ). In some way they are "kids" to me, some of them even ask for lantern when they about to leave. All the volunteers send them up the bus and wave super hard to they when the bus start it's engine and about the drove off. upon them i saw so many wrinkly face smiling at us, it's so warm, it touches my heart and give everyone a sense of satisfaction. You rox man Leo-nyp and the elderly. i'll always remeber the smiles i got in return after so many hardworks.

A BIG

HUGE

THANK YOU

TO ALL who make this event a success

school starts in 7++ hours time, yet i have get my desk clean up and the old semester's books are laying everywhere. my bag isn't pack too... tml's 1st period is maths hope the lecturer is fun if not i'll slp in his lecture or even skip it for the coming semester leh~~~

LOOKING for moonlight

2006-10-06T10:50:00.000-07:00

this year's mooncake festival was similar to past years.

a "family" dinner
mooncakes
tea
TV

this year we went to the xing hua (pu tien) restaurant. i really am sick and tired of the food serve there. the foods taste fantastic, however, due to frequent visit my appettie start to turn-off whenever the foods were served. i met new friend there 3 galz from my hometown fuzhou. I hope our friendship will grow. they are something like me. China born yet strongly affected by S'pore culture.

i saw a hong kong actress when we about to leave ( chen song ling ). her make up is realy thick but she's very friendly. q(^.^)p

as usual, i met up with my dearest friend LY to play candles and lantern during the mooncake festival. unfortunately this year we got to share the lantern. Due to the cost of that lantern we decided not to burn it after everything. We got this stupid compeptition about laying out our initals with candles the fastest got to drink jolly sandy first. i also bent candles into letters to form our names. the last thing we do is to search the moon, this year the moon seem to go on hidding due to the fog. NO sign of moon

tomorrow got a big event for LEO club hereby i hope everything goes smoothly... and i decided to follow wat others plan than voice out my opinion. Shi~~~ beetle shuy up

no title

2006-10-01T09:32:00.000-07:00

i got to many things to share.
don't know where to start!
but i'm very sure of that i'm having a really busy holiday!

school
i had never been so involve in school CCAs for a long long while. initially, i thought i had lost my passion in that field. However, during this term's holiday i found prove myself wrong! I really Love the group activities especially with people of same interests. on the 27th oct 2006 the percussion on NYP was invited to world road conference opening ceremony. in order to put up a great performance, everyone practices really hard. though it was tiring and exhausting! after the performace we went for party world, it's said to be a celebration for xin-er and xiao pang's birhtday but to me it's a bonding and a reward for the hard time we had during the practice. i believe everyone enjoy the KTV as much as I.
arh~~ i met new friends and get to know old friends better during the practice. i Knew this "quiet" guy named Teck Han. he was from my course ossi! i really enjoy talking and joking with him. ( his someone really laugh at my jokes, it make me feel a sense of achievement)

the other CCA i joined is NYP Leo club. i love everyone there. though we are a small group of ppl but we really hope to bring Leo to a greater height. I put alot efforts into this club hoping one day it'll be a fantastic club in NYP where everyone wish to participate in the activites we organised. The installation of the Leo club is on the way. i'll be install as a treasurer!!! it's $$$$$. i still got a lots of things to learn.

Study
my GPA plunge like hell. my results really sux for the 3rd semester. i knew i deserve it as i didn't put much efforts into studies. can't blame other things.
the coming semester i'll be taking appreciation of life science. so far i haven't found anyone who is in the same elective as me. if u happened to be in the same course please tell me.

Family
i have a happy family! I love my parents and my relatives. they love me too :)

Night life
i had just experience Singapore's night life in club on 28/9/06 (thursday). it's far better than what i imagine. i went to dbl o at with Feng, Juan, cfc & loong. the atmosphere wasn't as bad as other describe to me " smoky & noisy" instead it was chic and energetic. people were having fun drinking and swing with the Hip-Hop music play by the DJ. the lazer lights where filling the dancing floor. Everyone appears comfortable and confident! Everyone is husband and beautiful :P i hope to club again soon with more of my friends. most likely will be on free entry day for ladies.

Love
i wan to be single ~~ so i can enjoy more fun and make more friends. everyone is a story. i enjoy these story alot. i wan to be part of the story even as a extra!

Work
as usual i still work at the dental clinic near where i stay. on top of that i got another job. the stock taking personnel for carrfour and popular. working is so tiring, i don't wan to work like this when i grow up.

belief - biennale

2006-09-08T07:49:00.000-07:00

i went to the binnnale today, saw lots of art work. i got a question here are those things that i saw really ART? i'm so surprise by the form of art that was present in front of me today. i enjoy myself there thought i don't really understand most of the art work.

the ticket is cheap but the things i saw worth more than that.

the place i went today: Tanglin Camp
it's a super old camp from the outside. however, the inside had gave me a shock!!! Fantasty! ( the only i find to describe the place)

if u have time do visit this place, u can drag me along... hee...

So cool...

2006-08-20T06:49:00.000-07:00

i was listening to PM Mr. Lee's National day Rally speech 2006 just minutes ago.
He dressed a lot of issue i'm concern. his speech put my heart and worries at ease. In less than 1 week's time i'll be a Singaporean. i'll use pink I/C. I'll have all the right to take pledge and sing the national anthem. I feel really good.
Still remember the Primary school time, when i just came to Singapore. I was forced to take pledge and sing the national anthem by a Ms. Ang EVERYDAY. Back then i really detect it. As i don't feel "right"! However, i do envy my classmates who have all the right to do so proudly everyday infront of the flag and sing those ME song when National Day Celebrations are around the corner. Now i can do that as well.
i really hope my future will be bright in Singapore! China go go go S'pore chiong chiong chiong arh~~~ hahaha
Now i feel my roots are still China but it's Singapore who give me a life and make the present me. ( this may sound butt-licking but it's really how i feel :)
arh NYP is a good school too. Mr Lee metion about our school in the Rally yo~~ we got the 3 consecutive championship for World-robo- soccer.. cool!! NYP rox.

http://www.nyp.edu.sg/aboutNYP/wmv/fira2006.html
see how the cute and nimble robo won the championship...

hunting for U

2006-08-18T06:42:00.000-07:00

life is so boring i need a guy in my life to spend my time.
My hunting starts now~~~ however, i can't be sure whether i can get any prey this time...
i think i'm too desperate to share my life with someone. For the 3 months... haha~~ i saw a cute guy when i work today... so cute~~~ so macho... i think i know wat type of guys i'm interested in.
arh i went Party world to celebrate ST b-day! overall fun.. i like the singing part. this time no one jeer at me wow... i used to get jeer when i sing with my circle of friends cos they really have wonderful voice. i envy them ya~~ Exam is coming, i hope can get all B for the semester... not less than that pls...
that's all for today... leave comments, i need feedback for this entry... thanks

time fly by sia~~

2006-08-11T22:17:00.000-07:00

i didn't post for about a month le~~ did anyone miss my crappy stuffs? i think don't have ba~~~
time really fly by sia.. the semester had end now i'm having study week. but i don't have to mood for that yet...
live is as usual fast and tiring...

Busy

2006-06-28T10:40:00.000-07:00

Ooorh!
i'm extremely busy during the past holiday. i start my everyday at 1 pm. then went to a dental for trainning. then knocked off at 5 or 6 la.. depends on how many mouths the dental got to see that day.
i found that dental really earns a a quick money. just sitting on the average computer chair and doing thing ( normal polish to sugery) he can earn up to 200-500 dollars within that 3 hour operating hours. Oh my~~ how i wish i'll marry a dental when i wan to get marry.. ahaha...
the first meal of the day will take place at around 6 - 7 pm. then i nag
ding ding ding ding my handphone alarm rang accurately at 8.30pm. i'll drag myself out of bed and start my rountine night life of the day - World Cup!!! yo yo then return to my bed again at 6am... my days and night are opposite now.. though the sch had start, but it will take sometime for me to adjust my biological clock back to normal...
sadding yesterday Spain was sent home by Italy. i can't see my iker in the World Cup 2006 anymore.. good news: Brazil trashed Ghana, the stupid elephant team is finally out ( i dont' mean to insult just the way i call africa team. they are as strong and huge as elephant )
my common test is at this week i think i did really badly cos i didn't study at all. Sorry mom: Study come after World cup. Why Heat and Mass so hard arh.... issit becoz i didn't study... since Spain is out i got to find another team to support la.. who will the team be...
Orh a "Big Brother" of mine (LongFeng) is getting marry soon. i got a chance to shop for clothes with my parents $$$ la~~~ his marriage is an unexpected one ya~~ cos that gal carrying a ball now haha.. though all my "younger sisters" dont' really like her as she always try to keep feng ge from us whenever we go out... sian~~ hope she will become better to us after she got marry. i really treasure those playmates i meet in S'pore. As they are like my relatives here.

Light hearted

2006-06-20T13:16:00.002-07:00

It feels terrify to be the old me. the person who love only the family and myself. No one stays in the small corner called "Love towards opposite sex" It is not so hard to get ride of that love feeling towards someone.
My heart feels so light now. i don't feel gulity to look at handsome guys anymore. i feel more comfortable. I can easily fantasize about new relationship, erm... but not at the moment.
orh~~~ exam is coming yet i did nothing about it.. i really wan to start it asap but i just can't get my brain and body to coordinate together. it's like angle and demon fighting( so far demon is on the winning side).
the part-time job i have at the thong hoe dental is pretty smooth so far. i hope i don't commit any mistakes.
aiyo i got nothing to say just wan to blog so that's how is entry comes along. if it's too boring don't blame me okay

Light hearted

2006-06-20T13:16:00.001-07:00

World Cup fever

2006-06-13T20:51:00.000-07:00

4 year a time. i'm so excitied about it. i have been waiting for 4 years, it's not a short time. quite a no. of football player got older than i expected ( in appearance). however found a lot cute one :) .
so far i think all the strong teams are not performing. they wan to keep their energy to last?! why la~ i stay up every night just to see them do well le... anyway so far there are two matches i like. Jap vs Aus.. wow~~ Aus go go go! the first goal scored by Aus is from cahill at the last 15 minute of the match. so exciting~ before that everyone thought that aus sure to lost even the aus sopporter at the stadium were so sian~~ of the game. by unexpectedly they score 3 goal at the very late few minute of the game. cahill score 2 out of 3 sia~~ damn powerful. wander which football club he will play for the next season in europe.
Another game i like is USA vs Czech Republic. 0-3 leh world super country america lost the game to a small country who just form in 1988 sia~~ dots.. wat's the ang mo in america team thinking and doing? Czech got a player tomas rosicky... he got such rosy cheek when he play. like an apple. i wan to bite sia~~ cute cute. but he is 25 turning 26 this year... abit too old la~~ but nora u can take la.. LMAO.
korea keep it up okay. thought u are in Group G with france but we got the while asia back u up.. orh~~ korea! orh~~~ korea! orh korea korea!

Players i find cute are:
peter crouch (englang) the tall tall rolling, walking, running, robort dance stick on the field.
http://fifaworldcup.yahoo.com/06/en/w/player/194176_CROUCH_Peter.html

tomas rosicky ( czech republic) he will be playing for arsenal for the next season. confirm plus chop.
http://fifaworldcup.yahoo.com/06/en/w/player/177823_ROSICKY_Tomas.html
( this pic of him very ugly la, his charm will only show during the game. serios man is most yandao)

tonight got spain vs Ukraine. finally got to see my prince charming iker.. i looking forward to see his performance play iker.. play well man...

so...

2006-06-13T11:32:00.000-07:00

don't read if u don't wan to

heart-broken... he went out with someone... i smart one... i don't know wat to think. i wan to think in a most positive way but i can't cos. it's the fact, he go out some1 else. ( maybe i saw it )
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry my love (siying) i hurt u, u shldn't have let u fall so deep becoming so helpless and weak and sad most of time. sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry i hurt You! i dont' mean to.. sorry sorry sorry sorry...

Days before term break June 2006

2006-06-07T02:15:00.000-07:00

Yo~~~ 1, 2,3 haha~~ 3 more days! the term break will start.

honestly, i'm not so excited about it as in... i don't have a plan for this term break YET. erm.. tomorrow i'm having a "quiz" PI&C i'm so scare of it... because till now i haven't pick up the momentum of studying. How? aiyo, i don't have time to care about it now.. just got to face it and get it done. Orh.. i scored C minus for my Heat & mass. holy dooo... How can i get grades like this sia~~ i swear in the name of my dad. if i got as bad as this i will be call "chio bu"-super insult to me for the rest of my life!

arrh~~~ just seconds ago i accidentally dropped my dad's translator from my desk (100 cm above the ground) to the concrete floor. oouch it hurts and worst of all it can't start now @.@! i declare it's death NOW! (can't imagine who my dad is goin to deal with me, i'll be her secretary for invoices till i got it repair) How unlucky am i!

happened to read a entry about hair-care, i think it will take patience to get my hair shine again~~ how long? i can't wait! i not a patient person.
http://lifestyle.msn.com/beautyandfashion/hair/ArticleLHJ.aspx?cp-documentid=20421

so excited about the rainbow camp.. i got lots of ideas to share.

tml is Fu Da Ye's birthday hereby remind all the ppl who read my blog, give him a warm birthday greeting yo~~ i bought some stupid thing for him, expecting his reaction LMAO. can't help laughing now...
good luck to ppl who didn't really understand PI&C like moi. ^.^

photo i wan u too see

2006-06-03T12:19:00.000-07:00

i look like a di ko peh beside two of my best friend. Thai mun and ZR. too bad Guofeng not around, if not it really feel like lower sec.

girls power. the spot we are stand are the place we used to sit in Sec 2e4. from right, ZR, moi, carol and joys.i love this classroom the best. cos it's where good memories are been maunfacture. i overlook at l_wr_n_e thru the windows in sec2 haha~~

alot more pic to come. but now i'm tire so i upload tml ba~~ hee..

Him

2006-06-03T11:59:00.000-07:00

i saw him today. in cap. very blur~~ cos i didn't wear my glasses. how i hope my eye-sight could be perfect again so that i can at least see him clearly for the 'last'-time. (i hope i'll never see him again! at least in this way i can forget him. it hurts alot.) From a far he looks and feels as attractive as before.
Why must fate make fun of me again and again. whenever i decide to give-up. fate brings him back to me again.. standing at the nearest place where i can reach yet don't dare to do so. i hate this. i try to avoid to stop the feeling of 'liking/loving' coming back again~~ but it failed terribely. Now the feeling is back, i can't stop it. it's at the stage of accelerating. i didn't talk to him at the dinner and now he is offline. i lost my chance again. Online again~~ wat the hell. i still don't dare to chat with him.
i saw him turn his face away from me when he actually saw me. i wasn't lookin at him at the first place i was on the phone with my fren. i think he thought i was lookin at him ba~~ then he quickly turn away. i only realise it was him when he make the swift turn. (the movement too abnormal) He is avoiding me too. at least it's a good sign. hinting me not to be stubborn again. just let him go. He can never be mine. i will never wish him happiness cos i'm too selfish. sorry.
Wen shi jian, qing wei he wu?

i don't know YOU!

2006-05-29T07:15:00.000-07:00

i felt that the person who is typing this entry is a stranger. i never know her before and i don't wish to know?
Life is so boring, so meaningless. I don't feel the need to go school, to intertain those lecturers. i don't wan to act kuai, i don't wan to act like i love everyone in the lecture grp. i just wan to me, the old me the self-egoistic me.
the greatest dissappointment i got from CPT0505 is that we are not a united class. everyone since to backstab every other, i'm sick of it. we are all hlaf-adults why must we behave in which a childish way. i dont' wan to apologise for the sack of others anymore. i don't wan to be nice from now. i think i'm too naive to treat ppl in my class as grow up. they are simply kids. immautre people.
Anyway why Poly ppl have to fake? i dont' understand. this could be the last time some of us got the chance to study. why not treasure it. why create so many unpleasant memories for one another?
Why we can't be true friends? i know that i'm living in a world full of competitors and competitions? i understand that in order to win you have to sacrifice things. But i don't wish to sacrifice the relationship i bulid up between people.
is my thinking too weird?
i appreciate you fuchang, minghuang and nora to be my best friend and supportors in my poly life thank you guys, i wont' forget you! May all good things fall on you
i love all my galfrenz.
i'm adjusting my life, don't worry about me. i'll be fine one day. if not, i'll choice not to have tomorrow.

Weekend

2006-05-28T08:51:00.000-07:00

what a wonderful day i have on saturday (27/05/06)

I went out with my galfrenz. they are really a group of great people in my life. i apperciate the time they spend with me.

in the day i went for chinese orchestra extra practice, so fun, i master a piece of percussion music that i really love. "rolling wulnuts" (pls translet to chinese yourselves) dong dong dong ta ta dong dong... lol

i went for Leo club orientation around lunch time. (i got a free lunch) i met new friends and we did alots of activites together. my group is the overall winner. thought there is only 2 groups hahaha..

the evening is the best part of the day. i met up with my dear dear gal frenz. most of them turn up. in the end only gf.weix. joys and me went for movie. 2.10am show :she's the man.
alot fun stuffs happen but i wont' share here. cos it's all in my heart. i love all my galfrenz.. (weix u are in too)

Him

2006-05-23T07:02:00.000-07:00

Today i did something i never do for a long long time~~~~~~ (since secondary school)

That's cheatting in class test. hahaha~~ it's so exciting.

This major project i believed had involve the whole class. i think this the first time i see my class being so cooperative LMAO (laught my ass off). everyone pass the answer around efficiently and quietly. I do hope my class will be as united and as considerate as this time in the future. Oops of course not cheatting la~~~ Must be in Some positive way. Everyone in the class will only experience POLY life once. I hope we can create great memories together. So when we recall it years down the road at least we have something to laugh about.

Before i enter poly, alot friends used to tell me. Poly is a place where friendship will never last. everyone will be selfish, i was so nervous then. I don't wish to be like that too.

Now... (erm) Am i still the old me? i question!

love is a challenge in life, to be love is a mission, is a adventure. One can never set the goal for love. Love is unpreditable. I hope to be love, Love by only him.

deep in my mind, i know he will never love me. Please just let me love you!

Limtied Edition Notebook

2006-05-21T08:58:00.000-07:00

Readers this is a really good website if u are interested in buying a notebook.

http://notebook-online.livejournal.com/

The designs are very original and colourful! Do visit it yo! Great designs like this seldom come!

DaD

2006-05-20T09:26:00.000-07:00

He looks so weak, so vulnerable. It has never occour to me that he will depend on me! Like that he did last night. Not even when his mommy past away. I saw and experienced the most helpless dad whom is in great pain last night. I don't know what to do. My mind was in a state of blankness!

He suddently woke up and appeared beside me. i though he is going to say the same old thing. I'm prepare to reply:" Ann La~~~ I'll turn to my bed soon. Can u don't disturb me now!" But i didn't get the chance to reply. The person who i always depend on is rolling in Great Pain in front of me!

Why? How? What's wrong? I'm stunned! Mommy is not at HOME.

I'm really scare! I try comfort him at first thinking it will be fine soon. No! It didn't! The pain seems to eat him up at a faster pace. I finally talk. " what i suppose to do now? i don't know? Tell me!" He was struggling with the pain and can't really heard me. I raised my voice higher. No Response again. Panic shodowed over me. Should i call 995? Or Should i call mommy? I'm clueless. " Should i call Ambulance? Should i call Ambulance...." i kept asking. Hoping he will answer me. "YES" it's the first word i heard from me other then those helpless moan. I not sure i heard that " yes " it's too weak. I asked again and again to confirm i heard it. Is it really so serious? I don't Know. I called 995, the line get through before someone answer it. It's dead! What! They suppose to save he why they hung up the phone. Call mom, call mom. She instructed me to bring he to NUH by taxi and get him dressed asap. I followed exactly as she told.

Get him dressed, suppport him down to the main road then jump into the TAXI. He is still moaning. Worst then before. He rolled on the Taxi spacious couch. I'm so near to him seeing him suffer yet doing nothing other than holding on his icey cold hand. I felt so strange to the hand it's no longer the warm hand i hold when i was young though has the same roughness.

Emergency room don't look like emergency room i saw from the Discovery prgramme (ER). Doctor didn't attend to me dad immediately, only a male nurse come over to him into a wheel chair. His too weak to walk by his own. I left him aside. Register him and checking with the nurse at the counter for his turn. " He Fell from the wheelchair to the floor. Why am i so careless! i should have stay with him.

Doctor soon appear after that, pushing him into observation room. Leaving me in the hall to wait. Only knowing that the doctor will attend to him asap and get him injection to stop the pain. A nurse told me it's fine suspected that a stone inside him causing the pain. Times crawl by i see no sight of him. I don't wish to think towards the bad way. I try to contact the outside world. Mom:" it's fine dear u are brave." LinYun, she didn't answer the call cause she got hot stroke and went to bed early. Guofeng, don't know she slp or not. Laoye: his sick recently,don't wish to disturb him. Fuchang, answer me and talk to me till the battery flat and till he walk out from the observation room by his own.
Thanks Fuchang. i don't know how to express me gratitue towards YOU. Thanks!

Dad's fine. They prescripted drugs ( pain killer) for him. Arrange him for a check-up on wedensday. Now dad's still in pain. I truely hope it's no as pain as last night. His drugs is running low fast. I just did what mom told me.

i'm really useless the porridge i cook for dad keep turning up to be burnt. it's the third time i try since 3 hours ago.

Dad please standby me again, i cannot stand and face the world without YOU.

i got a job

2006-05-07T07:09:00.000-07:00

i'll be working at raffles city shoppin centre soon at the ice-cream store. Haagen-Dazs will be the place i work as part-timer for.. i hepe i'll have a great experience there. people there looks very lovely and kind. i'll be startin on next week.
PAP won the election hahaha~~~ expected ya~~~ hurray.. PAP always rock... so far they are the best party i ever see. ( correct me if i'm wrong cos i just develop the interest towards politics. )
i read a book by my favorite writer Danielle Steel last week. the title of the book is Second Chance, it's really a fantastic book. i like the way D.S. describe the relationships between human and the climates she create in the story. all of these songs so real to me. wonderful! the best phase i like in the book is said by the female charater stella ( sorry if i made mistake for her name, i got goldfish's memory :P ) to male character John. it goes like this : "Why spend thirty years with someone who make you uncomfortable, in order not to be alone when you get old!" i'm crazy over this phase sia~~~ it's damn cool. i love it to the core.

Diary

2006-04-21T09:38:00.000-07:00

blogging here is like writing down wat the things i done today~ it's kind a differen from want i wrote in friendster blog. in friendster blog there is full of feelings. IF you wish to know me more than see be my friend in friendster then you will view in inner side of me.
This morning, erm. i only woke up when i dearest friend lin yun called me. which is at 11, ok i know it's very late but hey think about it i don't have lesson today and i slept at 3+ last night. of course you can't expect me to wake up very early ba~~
i spent last night with a very good friend of mine, he faced a crisis. i really hope he will be strong and overcome it throughly soon.
i went to SP to have lunch with my yun and kai kai hahaha~~~ (it's kind of fun address mingkai this way but he start it first so don't blame me) i went to SP's canteen 3.the lighting is dim the main colour used in the canteen is dark brown, it has a feeling of romantic coffee shop. how i wish my school have a similar dinning place like it.
in the afternoon i went for Chinese orchestra orientation, it's kind of boring. the conductor talk about the past and the future events that NYPCO is goin to do and so on. i was so born that i simply walk out of the room and chit chat with those CO senior at the corridor outside. i also get myself to their refreshment haha~~~ (as if i'm already CO memeber for a yr or longer ) ahahaha~~ after the orientation i saw a huge crwod outside the FB room. they are there for audition just like what i did last year. they crwoded scence reminds me of my first week in school (NYP). FB is the first cca i join in NYP, i really love it but it's too tiring for me and demands alot more committment than i can offer so i just... ( you know dissappear from the practices..)
in the evening i went to AJC for thai mun's harmonica's concert with Zheng rong. We are of course!Late... cos we both are not that puncture as usual. haha~~~ i'm really glad that i accpet thai mun invitation to her concert! it's really the event i should nv miss. thanks ah Mun! On our way back to the Yio chu Kang MRT station after the concert me and ZR saw a little green frog standing at the side of the celment path way. I try to scare the frog with a loud "Band" near it but it didn't move. it stand very steady there... as if it's saying ( stupid human i'm not scare, ne ne ne bo bo) the louder i band the more steady the frog is. i got so agitated that i use a small tree branch found on the path to 'puu' it finally it move and it scare me ( as i'm not ready for it's suddent movement) i scream at the top of my voice, people around me turn and look at my in a strange way..
that's all... nite...

We

2006-04-19T07:21:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i read a blog it's about 2 guys who are gay which was introduced by my 'son'. ( mY son send the blog-webby to alot ppl too). This blog has created a stir in the boys circle. They were talking about it during a maths lecture break. I somehow find it hard to believe that why they don't accept the idea of guy? It's so common in the animal kindom so what's wrong with it in our human beings society? In my opinion i think that gay or lesbian behavior is totally fine. they are people who born into a wrong body that's all. Just because they got alot misunderstanding that's why alot of then hidding their real identity in sexual area. Some of them even cause terrible to their own family for hidding it. hey those Gay and Lesbian out there just be yourselves don't lie to people about your true identity Ok! Just be frank, what's wrong of being Gay or lesbain.
I watch ICE AGE II with my best friend -lin yun & lao ye (Ming kai) today at Plaze Singapura. I was the last to reach there. As my lesson ends at 12+ and i'm in a different school. (anyway i think i make a right move to introduce Yun to Kai as they get along very well just like really good friends hahaha~~~ with Yun around I feel more comfortable). I'm kind of lost my way in the confusing Dhobu Ghaut MRT station. there's so so so many exits. i try a total of two exits ( tyring to free myself from this underground tunnel system) the one exit lead in to the opposite street of the PS and the second one lead me to a building next to PS ( in another word i didn't land myself at the right place - i'm very confident to say that i'm a road dummy). I contact them and they fetch me from the starbucks ( i found out that they are looking part-timer, maybe i'll try my luck tml. really wan to get some extra allowance for the coming Great Singapore Sales). Once i stepped into PS we head straight to 'spot light' me hoping to find some really beautiful and gorgerous button and turn them into my earrings. unfortunately, the button were all not suitable!
suddenly i felt a strong warming alarm ringring in my stomach. i dragged them to the basement to fulfil the wish of my tummy. wat a conincident, i bought the same item Yun bought before me. ( it prove that great minds think alike ya~~)
theatre was quite small compare to that at westmall. but the sits are really relaxing. it's arm rest can be remove. we remove all that arm rest to have a bigger space for our huge butts. haha~~
i was very excited throughout the show i don't know why. it's just the way i watch movie. Yun had once complaint sitting beside in for a movie is the most disastrous thing she will even wan to repeat. haha~~ ( am i real that disturbing during the movie?)
Ice age II is really funny, it relesae my tension and stress from the past few days. SCL-club's things finally come to a stop. giving me a chance to breath. i shall enjoy my sch live now.
oh ya~~ i had joined CO, i'll soon goin back to my dear drums that i miss terribly~~~
tml i'll share the UFO stories with you...

Another Day

2006-04-18T06:13:00.000-07:00

It's really bore ! School don't seems to be as fun and as exciting as i expected during the long draggy holiday time. Why is it so different?
Is it because i forget the way to enjoy life or is it because school is really a boring place for a person like me.
Most of the lecture will start only next week. Why all the lectures don't want to start the lessons now. After a long break without any new knowledges i'm bore to death! I can't live in a world without new excitments for me. Ok! lecture what makes u so busy this week, don't eat snake now pls~~~ i really wan to start the lessons. i have been looking forward to those modules for like.. 2 months. If you people really love snake cuisine so much i treat u when it's holiday please. let's get the lesson goin ba~~~
Today i got my first engineering mathematics tutorial, Mr. Ng's teaching style is kind of fast. I must pay full attention in his lesson in case i miss out any important thing. His lesson is like a race against time. My brain got no time to react. (maybe after a long break my brain is rushy. brain cell are lazy to relay message to one another hahaha). Anyway that's the only lesson i attend today.
Club-crawl 2006, it's really fun down at the sport's hall. Every CCA is show off their best in order to attract the attention of those ppl in sport's hall. sport's hall have been turn into a an amusement park~ so colourful. the booth opposite my is chinese orchestra they even have helium ballons floating above their booth. haha that's really a great idea to get ppl's attention as their balloon is the tallest object in the hall. among all the booths i like the one of SHS they got this really huge box. dressing up their booth like a television box. As for the performance, i really like the chinese orchestra's drumming. that's damn great, it reminds me of the drums i use to play in my own sec sch. i miss the drumming, i miss the intense sound created by drums, i really looking forward to be part of the drumming team but will it be a bit late for me to join now? tomorrow i'll see~~ (whether or not i'll join that cca)!the varies dance group had bring the atmosphere is the hall to a greater height. Actually, i signed up for a lot more clubs: international student club (for the free foods and free activities) leo club ( i wan to be more involve in community service as i wan to feel a sense of existent in the world) NYpal ( they feels so fun, a group of great minds and souls ) as for my old SCLC i'll still love it :)? did i regret quitting FB? i guess no ba~~ cos i really sux at dancing, they are really a great group of enthusiastic dancers. Should i join back the dance or any other dance group to tone me body~~ i'm getting out of shape (wu~~~)
i got a free club-crawl tee. i think it's the only time i'm goin to wear it. hahaha~~~ i finished a strong book today -Danielle steel ( johnny angel) how i hope my grandfather will return to me just like that Johnny did in the story. His death is too sudden to me. i'm no prepare! oh NO~~ my desk still so messy why~~~ why am i born to be so lazy. erm.. i think i should start packing soon~~~ don't know how soon~~
In Kenya, the girls who submit to arranged marriage with much older men whom they barely know were such a poor thing ( can they find real Love). As the ceremony approaching the groom's female relatives will insult the bride as to hurl away the bad luck ( wat are those ppl thinking dots.) they even slap cow dung on top of the bride's head ( eee so smelly, i think the girl is crying inside her by then ) kenya ppl thinks that the way the bride handle abuse will determine how she face the challenges of marriage ( oh! wat are they thinking. If the bride cry does it mean she can't handle and she dont' have to marry? ) i really hope this custome will change very soon. As girl suppose to be taken great care and protect/ love by people instead of being abuse in anyway. Girls are such a lovely creaction by nature! arh~~~ girls power / rulez

First entry here!

2006-04-17T06:30:00.001-07:00

Testing Testing 1 2 3 ...
Just wanna to say a "Hi" to eveyone~ welcome to this blog
this is my first appearance here. all my old post is at friendster. due to some lacking problem caused my friendster's blog. i decided to start my blog here.
Today marks the beginning of my second year in NYP. I really hope everything will turn up great for this semester. Thought i felt it didn't really start well today. Classmates since to get into clips without mixing around. even a Hi is simply forgotten by them~~~ dissappointing! (am i too negative ???) however, i'm still glad that i can see everyone, even bert and sam excluding Shikin!
Today is kind of tiring for me, setting up the club-crawl booth. we locate at a very attentsion seeking location. it's the first booth in the hall. The sport's hall had turn into a different place by the time of 6. every boothe got it's special decorations.
Don't know wat to say~~~ cos really nothing!!! i feel so boring nowadays don't know why! maybe i just don't get the right feeling for the days ahead.
i'm looking forward to wednesday! lao ye & Lin yun i'll see u there..

First entry here!

2006-04-17T06:30:00.000-07:00

Just Hi to eveyone~ this is my first appearance here. Testing Testing 1 2 3 ...